cter dlu2

mungkin bgi sume org...biase jer kowt org bg salam....org bgi salam kte jawab laa kan..aq pown sme klw org bgi salam of coz la aq jwb..kan wajib jwb salam..tapi lately neyh aq ta ske sorg hambe Allah neyh bgi salam kat aq....al-kisah nyer cm neyh..hambe Allah neyh dlu ex classmate aq..dlu laa tawn lpas....awl tawn lpas...(2009)na djdikan cter aq ader laa skit prob ngn class aq dlu..memandang kn aq neyh manusia yg agk snyap....aq rse laa...aq neyh pndiam...tapi pndpt org laen ttg dri aq...aq tatawu laa..hambe Allah neyh bley dikatekan mat dropper laa gak..mmg hobi dye drop org..aq plak antara mangse2 dyer dlu.. satu ary 2 slpas di brainwash dgn membe baek aq..aq pown mnta maap kt clzmates lme aq..ye laa kte tatawu slh kte kt org..kte nmpak slh org jer... slh kte kt org,,, kte tatawu...so.. aq dgn ikhlas n aty yg suci murni neyh pown mnta laa maap dgn dorg..memndngkn dorg kte aq neyh gedik b4 aq mnta maap kt dorg..ye laa tyme 2 kami saling mmbnci...so nme aq pown HOT giler laa kt aspura dgn bnda2 yg TA ELOK..bak kte memebe aq neyh .."KTE SEMAKIN HOT BLE oRG BENCI KTE"bile di pk2 kn blek .....btol gak..utk mengelak dr terjadi bnd2 ta baek lg.. aq pown bwt laa mke ketat ble jumpe mereka2 2...wlau pown sejujo nye aq na jer membe cm dlu..tp situasi ta mengizin kan ...na dktekn trauma..fobia..bley laa gak..hmbe Allah neyh slalu tgo aq.. da la dorg bwt aq smpai aq ta knl dri aq ps2 bley na tgo2 bwt cm ta de pape yg jadik...aq da ckp ta ya der tgo2 aq klw tader hal pnting tpi dye bwt tatawu jer..ai!!menyirap tol!!!asl jmpe aq jer bagi salam...tensyen aq!!aq bkn sala kn dye tapi tiap2 kli dye o mnsia2 yg dlu prnh trlbat scra lngsung ke ta ke dlm idop aq tgo aq ....aq tkot doe sbnrnye aq rse cm na bwt larian maraton 5 psngn jer tyme 2...stiap kli dorg tgo aq..... serius aq klm kabut...pdhl bg salam jer o pnggl nme aq jer kowt..tpi 2 hakikat sbnr yg aq kne tmpuh...lntk laa dorg na ckp aq smbong ker pape ker.. aq ta ksa sbb seriusly aq still ta pat lpe sume yg jadik...smpai bler????aq tawakkal jer la...